HomeThe time is cOming.. Msanya tlah smkin tiba.. Skrang koi 1.25am (time German). Ak msih ada 3jam 30mnit jer lgi sblOm brangkat mnuju ke Frankfurt AirpOrt.. Huhu!! Dlm koi 5am kmi 9 akn brangkt mnuju ke Frankfurt, mninggal kan Göttingen.. Huhuhu!!
so, just flash back to my 1st time i were in Germany........
B'bekal kn ilmu yg cetet, kberanian yg kurang, kmtangan yg halus, pda 4hb Julai 2008 smpai lar ak d German bsma2 8 lgi rkan2 ak.. D saat itu kmi 9 bpisah kpd 3 grOup, d mna ak bsama2 Baz & Jiha mnjalani suka duka hdup bsma slama 6 bulan di Bonn. Mka, Bonn lar tmpat bmulanya hdup ak yg pnuh dgn lara dan duka, pancaroba, onak dan duri d German nie..
Spnjang 6 bln di Bonn, byk yg tlah ak plajari.. Byk yg tlah ak prolehi.. Byk yg ak tlah dalami.. Byk yg tlah ak harungi.. Smuanya ada.. Mnda, pmikiran, prhatian ak tbuka sdikit utk mngenali dnia asing ini.. Ak msih ingt lgi 1st time smpai, ak tpksa dOk asing ngn Baz & Jiha. Trasa mcm nk ngis jer tyme tue, xdpt nk independent lgi.. Huhu!! 2nd day tue, Baz & Jiha dtg umh ak, nk tgok2 kn ak, rsa mcm nk pluk jer diOrng tyme tue.. :-).. Thanks a lot Baz & Jiha.. Then smkin lama smkin lama, ak dh dpt besa kn dri utk hdup bdikari...
Slepas 6 bln, saat2 yg ak tnggu pon tiba, d mna kmi 9 org ak bkumpul kmbali di Munich aka München, utk mneruskn lgi pjuang kmi bsma d German nie.. Ingt lgi, ak, Baz & Cik tdur kt umah Arip Bonn sblom nek train mnuju ke Munich. Thanks a lot Arip.. Mnuju ke Munich pada 19hb Dezember, iaitu besday Baz.. Best Baz smbut besday byk2.. Hehe!! :-) Kt Munich ak dOk plak ngn fmily German Uwe & Korinna yg baikkkkkkkkk ssggggggggggttttttttttt slama 3bulan.. Xdpt utk ak ucp kn dgn kata2.. I miss them sOo muchhhhhhh!! Huhuhu!! Kt Munich ak mperluaskn lgi pmndangan ak, ilmu ak, phatian ak etc.. Munich sbuah bndar yg bsar.. I like that!! Ak mnghabis kn msim2 sjuk di Munich, mmg best. Just sometime, ada ksah duka n lara.. Tp smua itu adalah pngalaman yg prlu ak blajar, yg prlu ak prolehi agar ak mnjadi sorng yg mtang & bfikiran luas.. Huhu!! Di Munich jgk lar ak dpt mngenali dgn lbih kuat tntang erti PERSAHABATAN.. Thanks to all my close Friends (Payed, Baz, Fara, Cik, Dayah)...
& lastly, 1hb April 2009, ak tiba d dstinasi ke3 ku yg jgk mrupakan dstinasi takhir ak d German ini, iaitu Göttingen. Dri sbuah bndar yg bsar, ak mnuju ke sbuah pekan yg kcil.. Mmg 1 pbezaan yg amat ketara.. Tp alhmdulillah, ak dpt mbesa kn dri kt Göttingen nie.. & 1st time tnggal kt Studentenwohnheim, sblom nie dok ngn famly jer.. Göttingen, ak byk mngenali org2 dri ngara lain. Mmg best.. Tp ak sdih cOz ak rsa ak bkn sOrng yg friendly ssgt spt Yed.. Ak friendly bla ak dh knai org tue ngn rapat, but to starting to friendly is not my talent.. Sedih!! Huhuhu!! Kt Göttingen, ak cOba blajar mngawal prasaan and sifat ak thadap smua org. Tp slalue nya xmnjadi.. Xtau nape.. Msih lgi ada yg xkena kt ak.. Huhuhu!! Btw, Göttingen is a nice place. Just a small town, but everything u can get, i think so.. With a nice view, a nice peoples etc.. I gOnna miss this sOo muchhhh!! Verdammttttttttttttt!!! Huhuhu!!
Right nOw, i only have 2hOurs.. Huhuhu!! Rmai yg tnya, what is my feeling right now. How i 'm feel.. Honestly, i dont know how to answer that question bcOz i really dont know, what i 'm feeling... Sad, happy, excited, down, tired, alone, sick etc, I REALLY DONT KNOW.. What can i say, like i dont have any feeling (ohne Gefühle).. Until tonight, i dont cry.. I try to push it away bcoz i know, it's never change what will be going on.. I just need to be strong, to face all the true.. But saw my friends cried, i was tOo weakkkkk.. Only God can know, how i'm feel right now.. & i trust on myself, if God will, i'll be here again, no mathers what happend.. I BELIEVE IT!! Aminnn.. & my life will be back to normal again.. Huhuhu!! :-(
Ak xtau nk tlis per lgi nie.. Rsa mcm blur jer otak nie.. Mnunggu saat2 nya yg bkal tiba.. Huhu!! Ppe just, just wanna say, THANKS A LOT to all people yg tlah byk bntu ak slma 1 thun ak kt ngara German nie.. Xkisah lar sspa pon. Dri ak jejak kki kt German smpai lar ak lpas kn kki ak ini utk trbang mninggal kn German nti.. Nk snaraikan, tp byk sgt.. Huhu!! Jasa korng smua mmg xdpt ak nk blas, hnya ALLAH jer yg mmpu mbalasnya.. Aminn.. Huhuhu!!
So, dOa kn lar kmi 9 org nie akn slamat terbang & slamat smpai ke Msia nti.. Amin.. Doa korng smua amat kmi hrgai... :-)..
& yg msih still dok kt German nie, pndai2 lar kOrng jaga dri k.. Ppe pon jgn lupa asl usul k.. Balik2 lar Msia.. Hehehe!! :-)..
GERMAN :: DEUTSCHLAND
AUFWIEDERSEHEN!!
ICH WILL WIEDER KOMMEN!!!
WARTE AUF MICH!!!
WERDE ALLES BIS HERZ VERMISSEN!!
HUHUHUHU!!! :-(
AUFWIEDERSEHEN!!
ICH WILL WIEDER KOMMEN!!!
WARTE AUF MICH!!!
WERDE ALLES BIS HERZ VERMISSEN!!
HUHUHUHU!!! :-(
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